Wednesday, March 28, 2007
rasis
skrg lg rame nih masalah rasis,, di sidney udah lama itu berselisih pandang antara imigrant timur tengah ama imigrant bule,, yg kocak gw pernah baca koran sini ada karikatur gambarnya 2 org 1 pemuda western 1 pemuda arab,, trus digambar yg western make i-pod dipinggang yg arab make x-plode (bwat ngebom) haha wot an irony? knp ya org kok gak bs memandang sama,, haha pdhl gw sendiri suka bergidik kalo ngliat org cina,, abis banyak bgt sih,, tapi kalo udh kenal gw gpp.. hahaha..kalo ama india byk tapi klimis,kliatan miskin, jadi gw kasian dah..kalo negara, gw plg benci ama USA,,lagian gak ptg kerjaannya interference mulu kenegara org ampe negara gw tercinta indonesia dijamah,, kabar trakhir orang papua di encourage bwat memerdekakan diri,, tai bgt g tuh? walaupun emg pemerintah indonesia kurang berakal dlm memeratakan kesejahteraan rakyat papua sih,, gw benci USA dan Cina tp syg gw g bisa menampik kenyataan bahwa gw terus dan akan terus mengkonsumsi brg2 mereka sial.. gw pgn bgt make produk indonesia,, tapi kurang terjamin sih,,yg sering gw pake buatan indonesia malah dvd+software bajakan,, gw drtd ngomong apa sih ngalor ngidul.. yaudah..kemabli ke laptop! ah tai ah hahaha, nih nih salah satu korban tukul. Back to racism,, kalo kata peter russel,, beberapa ratus taun lg kalo bumi masih ada kayanya dunia isinya bakal sama semua,, yaitu campuran india dan cina..yaudah ah ga jelas,, yg masih baca till this point berarti loe gak ada kerjaan bgt,, i'm sorry for wastin ur time, c u..
Sunday, March 18, 2007
AGIDEAS INTERNATIONAL DESIGN WEEK 2007
These days, it takes a lot to break me. Happiness is a journey, not a destination. I tripped and fell ( I actually really did in uni the other day - so embarassing!). But I don't cry and pity myself anymore. I get up and get on with it because I owe it to myself. And that's a damn fact.
Full speed ahead :)
Anyway, weekend di Melbourne selalu menyenangkan. I had Ed's company for the whole weekend and it was great fun. We went to see Scarlet Johansen's Scoop, the movie, and had some drinks at a friend's place. I love having Ed around. And I don't really care if people thinks we're not meant to be. The fact that I feel he's the other missing part of me. And I love him to pieces. Not sure what am I thinking.
The second cool thing coming up is..... AGIDEAS Internation Design Week 2007!
Ini adalah seminar yang sangat gue ( atau seluruh designer2 dunia) tunggu2!
Seminar ini mendatangkan lebih dari 30 nama2 besar designer kontemporer dunia yang ahli dalam bidangnya. Seminar ini seru banget, apalagi buat anak2 yg masih bachelor art dan masih agak2 buta akan masa depan jurusan seni rupa ini (yah, kayak gue2 gini lah.) Seminarnya menarik bgt, dan sangat interaktif. Dibayangan gue sih, pasti ada session tanya-jawab langsung sama sang pakar. Which is a hell of opportunity! Gue gak liat advertising dan flyer2-nya di jalan2 sih. Tapi banyak bgt posternya di kampus2 art kayak RMIT, Monash , & Melbourne Uni Fine Arts building. Buat yang sudi mampir blog ini dan mungkin tinggalnya di melbourne juga, dan kebetulan tertarik atau sedang sekolah dalam bidang yg satu ini, I encouraged you to come.
Biaya-nya cukup mahal, $300-an untuk 3 hari, termasuk welcoming cocktail party and most importantly meeting international artists across the globe.
It's a worth seeing event.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
blabla
I had drawing class today which starts at 8.30 a.m. kurang dahsyat apa coba paginya? Hari ini udara juga dingin banget, salah satu faktor yang membuat susah bangun di pagi hari. Tapi mau gak mau sih gue harus ke kampus, soalnya bisa gawat kalau ketinggalan kelas yang satu ini.
anyway, mm..lagi ga tau mau nulis apa. Today is so uneventful. ohhh.. I met this guy. Namanya kita samar aja jadi si D. nah..si D ini dicurigai lagi pdkt sama gue.. hehehehe (geer) orangnya gak ganteng, tapi ga jelek juga. Menurut teman2 gue, dia sih ganteng pas pake kacamata hitam. pas di buka, agak2 kurang. First impression gue, koq nih orang super metrosexual bgt yah? terlalu perduli penampian. Bisa dilihat dari cara dia ber-pakaian. Selalu rapih, rambut cepak rapih, tinggi, badannya jadi, jeans-nya Tsubi atau Diesel kalo gak Calvin Klein. Kaosnya berantakan tapi selalu ber-merk. Untung sepatunya bukan yg lancip koboy gitu. kalo gak gue sih udh males bgt. Ada bagus dan ada jeleknya juga sih dia ber-penampilan kayak gitu. Bagusnya, dia selalu harum dan rapih. Bersih dan enak dilihat. Tapi malesnya kalo nanti saingan sama gue dong kalo belanja.. =S and personally, I dont think I could coupe with this bling-bling kinda guy.
D akhir2 ini sering sms dan nelfon. Tapi, beberapa kali gue gak tanggepin, karena bakal salah aja kalau gue sama dia. Dia baru putus sama mantan-nya, and guess what, mantannya adalah sahabat gue. ga deket sih, tapi gue cukup kenal baik sama mantannya. Dan jujur, gue malu kalau sampe temen2 gue tau gue nge-respon. lagian gue ga ada feeling apa2 sama dia. ahh this is mad. udah jangan di-omongin lagi. kenapa juga gue omongin ini? karena gue kurang kerjaan aja sekarang. =S
I have to shut up now.
anyway, mm..lagi ga tau mau nulis apa. Today is so uneventful. ohhh.. I met this guy. Namanya kita samar aja jadi si D. nah..si D ini dicurigai lagi pdkt sama gue.. hehehehe (geer) orangnya gak ganteng, tapi ga jelek juga. Menurut teman2 gue, dia sih ganteng pas pake kacamata hitam. pas di buka, agak2 kurang. First impression gue, koq nih orang super metrosexual bgt yah? terlalu perduli penampian. Bisa dilihat dari cara dia ber-pakaian. Selalu rapih, rambut cepak rapih, tinggi, badannya jadi, jeans-nya Tsubi atau Diesel kalo gak Calvin Klein. Kaosnya berantakan tapi selalu ber-merk. Untung sepatunya bukan yg lancip koboy gitu. kalo gak gue sih udh males bgt. Ada bagus dan ada jeleknya juga sih dia ber-penampilan kayak gitu. Bagusnya, dia selalu harum dan rapih. Bersih dan enak dilihat. Tapi malesnya kalo nanti saingan sama gue dong kalo belanja.. =S and personally, I dont think I could coupe with this bling-bling kinda guy.
D akhir2 ini sering sms dan nelfon. Tapi, beberapa kali gue gak tanggepin, karena bakal salah aja kalau gue sama dia. Dia baru putus sama mantan-nya, and guess what, mantannya adalah sahabat gue. ga deket sih, tapi gue cukup kenal baik sama mantannya. Dan jujur, gue malu kalau sampe temen2 gue tau gue nge-respon. lagian gue ga ada feeling apa2 sama dia. ahh this is mad. udah jangan di-omongin lagi. kenapa juga gue omongin ini? karena gue kurang kerjaan aja sekarang. =S
I have to shut up now.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Melbourne Moomba Festival
Hello people! Its been so long since the last update. I'm back to my karazey life behind the thick heavy canvas. Easter is just around the corner, and winter is on its way! I am all occupied with the endless projects and due dates. k, lets see what I've been up to lately..
I had a super cool weekend with friends. Last night we went to the Melbourne Moomba Festival at the Federation Square. The Moomba Festival is a huge outdoor Melbourne festival which had its start in 1954 as a focus of city celebrations and activities. Traditionally it ends with a colorful street parade with floats, costumed participants, and a crowned Moomba Monarch. The word Moomba is said to have come from an Aboriginal word meaning Let's get together and have fun.
This year, the Moomba Festival is held throughout the weekend with a late night carnival , fireworks, and fun rides, and will end with a street parade on Monday.
I got into this crazy ride, its a semi- rollercoaster, but worse. The thing flipped you around and swing you back and forth, til' finally you fly into 180 degrees above the ground. That was a full on and I didnt expect that coming. Later that night, we ate hotdog on a stick and a bucket of cotton candy. To my surprise, the food stand had this Apple Caramel (an apple fruit coated with caramel), except they changed it to an Apple Candy (apple fruit coated with cherry sweets). I love those!! That's my all time favorite childhood treat! so last night I had 5 Apple Candy for myself. I love the carnival. The fireworks were awesome. It was so close to us that you could actually feel the hot flames of the sparks. oh, and I won a huge Bart Simpsons doll from the mini games. T'was great fun.
I'm back to 7 for a night =)
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
The last days of summer never felt so cold
"Maybe Someday"
(The Cure)
No I won't do it again, I don't want to pretend
If it can't be like before I've got to let it end
I don't want what I was, I had a change of head
But maybe someday...
Yeah maybe someday
I've got to let it go and leave it gone
Just walk away, stop it going on
Get too scared to jump if I wait too long
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come...
Again!
So tell me someday's come tell me some days come again...
No I won't do it some more, doesn't make any sense
If it can't be like it was, I've got to let it rest
I don't want what I did, I had a change of tense
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come...
If I could do it again maybe just once more
Think I could make it work like I did it before
If I could try it out
If I could just be sure
That maybe someday is the last time
Yeah maybe someday is the end
Oh maybe someday is when it all stops
Or maybe someday always comes again...
bloody the cure.
(The Cure)
No I won't do it again, I don't want to pretend
If it can't be like before I've got to let it end
I don't want what I was, I had a change of head
But maybe someday...
Yeah maybe someday
I've got to let it go and leave it gone
Just walk away, stop it going on
Get too scared to jump if I wait too long
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come...
Again!
So tell me someday's come tell me some days come again...
No I won't do it some more, doesn't make any sense
If it can't be like it was, I've got to let it rest
I don't want what I did, I had a change of tense
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come...
If I could do it again maybe just once more
Think I could make it work like I did it before
If I could try it out
If I could just be sure
That maybe someday is the last time
Yeah maybe someday is the end
Oh maybe someday is when it all stops
Or maybe someday always comes again...
bloody the cure.
Monday, February 19, 2007
She had no idea.
Maybe its because my summer holi'DAZE' is ending and I'm back to my everyday college life.
Maybe its because I have a shitload of things to do this semester and I'll have very little time to go shopping :(
Maybe its because i was dumped earlier this year that everything just seems to fall apart?
I don't frickin have a clue.
All I do know is I'm seriously angsty these past few days and waters of my already tortured soul just got more turbulent.
I'm just so angry at the world and at myself because I feel there's something more I'm meant to do and nothings happening right now because I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I'm even starting to pick my friends apart because when you get down to it, everybody actually sucks in some way and no one really wants you to be happy because they aren't either.
So many people are full of shit and just bloody selfish.
And you wonder if their ideas of what they think you should be like have changed you into something you're not.
And you wonder if you've been letting them unconsciously destroy everything you're proud to be and even that which you're not proud of.
I just don't know.
I feel like I've been trying to play multiple roles and please everyone for a long time and I'm just so over it.
From now on I'm vowing to do only the things I want to do and never be pressured into whatever I 'should' or 'should not' be doing.
I'll live by my own rules even if it costs me.
But at least I'll have the satisfaction of knowing my mistakes are entirely my own.
I'm ready to shed the old skin and start anew.
I have two major goals: Inner Peace and Self Fulfillment.
I intend to only pursue endeavours which lead to that.
Its time to work on my soul and my personal journey.
I did made mistakes and I do have regrets. But I won't be judge by it.
Things are gonna change around here.
Some things will be let go of and some things embraced.
Hope its coming a little more faster...
Maybe its because I have a shitload of things to do this semester and I'll have very little time to go shopping :(
Maybe its because i was dumped earlier this year that everything just seems to fall apart?
I don't frickin have a clue.
All I do know is I'm seriously angsty these past few days and waters of my already tortured soul just got more turbulent.
I'm just so angry at the world and at myself because I feel there's something more I'm meant to do and nothings happening right now because I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I'm even starting to pick my friends apart because when you get down to it, everybody actually sucks in some way and no one really wants you to be happy because they aren't either.
So many people are full of shit and just bloody selfish.
And you wonder if their ideas of what they think you should be like have changed you into something you're not.
And you wonder if you've been letting them unconsciously destroy everything you're proud to be and even that which you're not proud of.
I just don't know.
I feel like I've been trying to play multiple roles and please everyone for a long time and I'm just so over it.
From now on I'm vowing to do only the things I want to do and never be pressured into whatever I 'should' or 'should not' be doing.
I'll live by my own rules even if it costs me.
But at least I'll have the satisfaction of knowing my mistakes are entirely my own.
I'm ready to shed the old skin and start anew.
I have two major goals: Inner Peace and Self Fulfillment.
I intend to only pursue endeavours which lead to that.
Its time to work on my soul and my personal journey.
I did made mistakes and I do have regrets. But I won't be judge by it.
Things are gonna change around here.
Some things will be let go of and some things embraced.
Hope its coming a little more faster...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
a big teddy hug
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